My Beloved World.

I am the same to all beings, and my love is ever the same; but those who worship me with devotion, they are in me and I am in them.

~ Lord Krishna, The Bhaghavagita

There’s been an overwhelming pressure that’s been building “within” coming from a place of “without” for a very long time, now - their idea, my identity and our struggle with that which defines my worth and my value in the world.

…an unstable thought and emotion and atmospheric pressure that causes tornadoes to touch down without warning, uprooting trees and exposing their roots - the “kind” that fuels fires and releases floods.

And though there is a deep part of me - but not so deep that it is “apart” from me - that knows this, there are are also many veils and masks - many coats, ideas, identities and objects that I have had to travel through and try on seeking this value and worth.

Still, I keep falling into the trap - keep forgetting what I truly am - and when I do, I become too defined by my role (abducted by emotion) and miss my dharma and purpose altogether. The thing of it is, everything is really quite perfect and helpful and useful, regardless of its form. It’s just that I’ve become adeptly sensitive to the pressures on the outside of the things that these eyes see and these ears hear on the inside, that are leading others astray.

This is how my body saves me, remembers the freedom of our union.

When I say astray, I don't mean from some ideal or some religion or some “certainty” that we “are” (defending); when there is nothing left to loose, we’re free. I am pointing toward the “way” these ideas, politics and religions are used by intentions (including by our own internal landscape of belief, behavior, and longing to belong) seeking to fulfill an unconscious and fearful purpose - to have power or dominion over individuals and their souls, over countries and this living breathing World.

There’s a stark difference between those seeking the Love of Power and those seeking the Power of Love.

When there’s that “kind” of certainty there can be no faith! Organized religions transcribe words like “faith and worship” as defined by an ancient patriarchy cultivating fuel to empower its hierarchy. These external interpretations borrow power and then impose tariffs and taxes that stress the power grid.

You own the power of faith with the intention of every word you speak!

You own the vibrational quality of what faith means through your first hand experience, regardless of the language spoken and not through any opinion that is inspired by power. But this does not hold true within every culture, of which religions and ideologies are an integral part “of”. When cults begin to dictate our morals while unethically creating new laws from which they are not accountable, we have no agency - the way viruses begin to alter how your other organs function - the way cells become immortal and proliferate and evade detection - the power of the whole is depressed and depleted.

What I see that is so very dangerous in our world, is how too many are packaging and selling “useful” philosophies, perennial wisdom or understandings for contrary intentions and interests.

Mindfulness and Meditation are not products. Platforms, and Apps are products that connect us with powerful resources, and make access instant - on-demand the desires of the Source.

These networks are useful - believe me, they are on the outside, at least for a little while. But like Twinkies, these platforms and products have a chemically enhanced/induced prolonged (shelf) life that postpones and sustains the fear which keeps us divided. And, without understanding them on the inside, without being able to recognize the many codes and programs that are also scripted by others (shadow gurus - teachers and politicians, actors and musicians and people in everyday life ) - if we are not able to recognize them, we become prey conditioned on the consumption of a finite world, rather than informed consumers and stewards conserving the infinite, unconditional love of our planet.

I am reminded of Sir David Attenborough who said, "Anyone who thinks you can have infinite growth in a finite environment is either a madman or an economist." “Eco" means “home” in Greek, and “nomy”, laws.

With this awareness, we are tasked to ask, “Who is creating these laws and on whose behalf?”

This energy has a consonant culture void of vowels (voice) - a hierarchy, and mechanism that dismantles rather than grows - capitalism without watchdogs inciting corporate greed, institutions and systems of economies that have lost touch with faith and which worship profit — the way a liver loses faith that we’ll stop drinking after prolonged alcohol misuse, losing its ability to regenerate; we find ourselves unable to remove the toxins from our interior - to purify and transform what we may be ingesting unconsciously through the environment.

This force has become so enraptured in the cycle of biggering and bettering - getting more clicks and votes regardless of moral code or conscience (and with the resources to defend this immorality indefinitely) - it willfully creates chaos and disorder and dispassion and fear and hatred because this is what it feeds upon.

It’s not personal, yet the person is devoured.

“The greatest crisis,” therefore, said Krishnamurti, “is a crisis of consciousness”, not necessarily a crisis of faith or morality or spirituality.

If we address our state of mind - if we own and become responsible for the well-being “of” -  by default, and in time, all will be addressed, all will be aligned, in harmony.

But still, it's so easy to fall into the trap every day! All these ideas of, “Don't push me around,” and, “This is my time,” or “It’s my way or the highway,” are indications that I have become so attached to this body and this “body of work” that I have missed the moment altogether. The moment I am able to “choose” faith, I’m held in its grace. When I turn toward grace, faith is restored and love is restored.

Though life feels “gra”ve, when I am “gra”teful, I am in a state of “gra”ce.

I “try” to practice this radical acceptance, tripping and falling all over myself on this page - baring the embarrassment of all my failures, and when I do, I am located on that temporal plane. My thoughts are enlightened. There is ascension.

However, this relationship is not available going down these wormholes, these APPS, and these ideational platforms and AI technologies that have no faith, that do not have access to that universally inclusive sense of personification.

These entities lean so far into the physical realm of desire, that they cultivate emotions that produce “certain” chemicals, which contract attention and reward the brain in “certain” ways. For this reason, the only way to feel whole and to receive that which we are seeking is to practice in ways that cultivate the muscles of attention and compassion which inform us when we are being abducted.

… to devote our thoughts to love, and to action those thoughts compassionately through acts of kindness that inspire loving thoughts.

If we're not present during the abduction of our free will, how free and powerful will we be in the presence of others, or in the presence of powerful algorithms rewiring our circuitry in ways that cause us to explode and implode? … like the converter on our Airstream last year in Florida when we accidentally connected it to 240 volts instead of 120.

The fan just blew.

A plume of smoke came out, all else failed, and it started depleting the battery. And, we couldn't recharge the battery because we realized that the trickle charger that we were using could only go up to a certain amount of volts. The Trickle charger, is what tops off the battery - to keep it going when your not using it. The converter is what takes the unstable and two-directional Alternating Current - the AC, which comes in - and converts it to a more stable, one direction Direct Current - the DC, the reduction needed to run appliances while simultaneously charging the battery.

And so we were stuck.

And this is happening to our world. Without awareness, we are midnight snacking on TikTok (except it’s not midnight, it’s all day long), seduced by hungry hormones abducted by algorithms that are measuring where your eyes are looking and where your hands are touching, right?

… recording us at the most intimate moments - the spark of desire and the intention to touch, to bring into motion; and exploiting our most fundamental being:  this desire to expand, to be released from this body - heaven, pleasure, enlightenment, bliss, persistent non-symbolic experience!

Without awareness, these algorithms keep bringing you deeper and deeper into the certainty of ______. “Look at me. I'm depressed. I'm thin. I’m inspired. I’m angry.” We believe all these thoughts, though they are not helping us. Only in the idea and in the pain and suffering of believing that you are alone are they helpful.

Because now you have given over your soul; and it seems to be better off

in the hands of this dark force, rather than within the struggle of your own lightness and being. And, no one is offering any advice about how to go about responding to these emotions of depression and anxiety and jealousy, and bitterness, and fear and hunger, and hopelessness.

What do we do?

We must attend to our own being and recognize that any division spirals us into duality which also offers us the opportunity to awaken and respond accordingly — meaning us and them, or me and her, and him and they, or whatever it is. We’re not tearing down walls outside, we are tearing down the ones inside.

We also have to create healthy boundaries, to notice how they are expressed from within, enacted outside, and experienced inside. If we don't understand the relationship between how we appear on the outside with how we want to feel on the inside, then we start to send out mixed messages to the world, and we cannot express and communicate “that” which we are.

When we cannot sing our song, we feel impotent, unimportant, silenced.

And so, it feels so much better to give our power over and to blame someone else for our problems rather than take it upon ourselves -  or to look through the peephole of one dimension at the exclusion of all others.

Ignorance is bliss.

Even now, as I'm speaking with you, there's a part of me that keeps coming in, says, “Open your eyes! Make sure this is recording!” Lest we miss this whatever it is that I'm sharing. I'm sharing this with you because it's happening all the time, and the way we respond - my response - is vital. My response does not push this thought away. It recognizes that these thoughts rise because that is what they “do” - that is their nature, and there is such great concern that this message be heard.

The greatest gift that you can give the world is to start understanding yourself, to get to know yourself. This is your function:

…. to know the demons, and recognize the angels, to understand the electric circuitry of the brain; and how this holy trinity serves us, how this neuropathy creates our world and how that is expended and extended beyond through ethos, pathos, logos - body, spirit, mind - sat, chit, ananda.

And the signs are everywhere: The 9 pointed star announcing the new faith - when the East and West unify. The 7 Universal Laws that command time and space. The 5 ministries of transformation and purpose. The 3 Sources of Trust. The Triune, which is holy, whole, healing, healthy. The 2 that spark everything - Shakti and Shiva, birth and death, inhalation and exhalation.

One consciousness.

How do we do so without traveling through the rest? We travel through love. Love has no order. Love is multidimensional. Love is a free agent.

When love takes form, it looks like some sort of atom or neutron, spinning around. Love is always available, so Begin wherever you are. But you must begin and you must know this - you must know how to recognize all the other ways firsthand in order to travel effortlessly, or at least without suffering.

For the mere fact that we are human beings makes us mortal, prone to the pain of this decay. Therefore, the earlier we begin to recognize these relationships that keep us trapped in over identification - those existing on multiple dimensions, on a quantum field - the better able we will be to bring joy and a sense of safety and connection in our lives, and to age and die with dignity.

And, though it may have seemed urgent to this small, fearful ego to want “to be known”, I would rather be unknown for the rest of my life than stuck in despair — may my name never be spoken again as long as this message is heard:

You are creating your world.

And some of us are more capable than others, and some of us have been born into lives that we would never choose or want. But know this … what you can choose right now is how to respond - to believe in Love and to allow faith to meet you, and to recognize that hatred is a form of fear that keeps you so far from what you are,

and that the world needs you.

The world needs you.

If you're hearing this message, please know, it needs you.

Blessings.